SUPERMAN concepts by Despop and Jeff Victor.
LOVE the first few images
When I think about her now, it’s with this grim realization that she is happier now than she ever was with me. Her life is following a course that is primed for her to find her ultimate happiness. I was merely collateral damage on that journey. A supporting role in her life while even her ghost was the lead in mine for so long. I’m kind of a shadow of what I once was. I go many weeks now without even one thought of her. And my thoughts, when I do have them, aren’t even all that malicious. Some are. Not all. But the moments I think of her are few and far between.
But I always am aware of her impact on me. Oh you should have seen me before. Oh how I shined!
Now I am scared, weak, and fragile. Needy. Off. I’m pieces of me.
"Belief" - Gavin DeGraw - Chariot Stripped
Sometimes I wish I were bold enough to have the conversations I have with myself somewhere other than my ride home from work.
My archnemesis in control (nickname for “boss”) is at the preview tonight. She managed to successfully nitpick me twice in five minutes. I’m not even mad. I’m just impressed at her rate of insultion.
And now we’re having our first final dress mishap. I don’t know what’s happening. Hmmm.
Also, hooray for live local radio interview Friday at 7:10 AM!
I will not delete my last post.
Her reaction in the second to last one and the hair whip in the last one. I just…
Man That You Fear
I was born into this
everything turns to shit
“I think you kept me
where you needed
me most, instead
of where I knew
I fit the best,
because I’ve spent
these months loving
you like less than a thought
of a ghost, instead of
with my head pressed
to your chest”